7. To Subdue or Not to Subdue




Do you sometimes look inside a mirror, see a calm yet numb spirited-face and realize that how fake it feels? You hope to cleanse your thoughts, order your life and live civil in chaos? If not, that day will surely come.


There is an imperative need for a connection in our lives - may it be with your parents, friends or strangers. The statutory notion for sharing a glimpse of yourself that you are not proud of or the vulnerabilities you might be facing; not expecting a solution, but just to tell someone and knowing that it isn't overloading your system. The system that you function on - which when threatened or debilitated, breaks down your morale, psyche and hope. Everyone of us have been through this or have avoided to be in such a similar toting confinement. Its hard to conquer, but not inevitable.


Mistakes are such a cliché. You keep throwing yourself in the same old pothole with the same old justification for the judgements you had miserably overlooked, or to the mishap that you indefinitely overtook. This never was the way. In reality, the evaders of yesterday who tried deliberately to keep people motivated are now just a ransom for a new threat of denial that has been growing, rooting within each and every one of us. The wretched veracity of this deliberation is that some of us are still trapped within this false justification of the licit denial. Brutal. We all are living to our own books.


These extremities are of a result of confined emotional implications. Why do we subdue our hesitations? Not every answer is to hide from this perceptive society. If you are living a life in anarchy, shouldn't it be well-versed with the hazardous outbreak of one's empathy? Isn't our need of companionship evident? The Dark Sunshine is at its high peak for some; while some still struggle with the likes of reality. I subdued my emotions. Held back. Steadfast. But only in life in anarchy have I ever lived.











After my share of experiences, my modern-human-instinct went through a drastic upgrade regarding the processing of, you know, people. I mostly diversify people on the basis of their EQ and IQ. Its not the best way but it does help me correlate to situations. As a human being, we can either be sympathetic or empathetic to the situations that other people are going through. That helps us understand them, and make sense out of their actions. Everyone carries a dark passenger with them that was created with their own past experiences; there is no shame in accepting that. Introspection is one of the art forms which not only helps you discover yourself, but also makes you realize how people around you are what they are, and how did they end up being that person. If only we all are willing, we would never subdue a single vehemence. Never to fake. Never to subdue.


You are your own vessel,
Swim Through with Happiness
or Drown by the Sorrows

Live up to the life untouched by strife
Take a step closer to unfolding this life





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