8. Burning in the Sun

Have you ever experienced a sun flare? How the flames rise up in a tempest of eruptions together at a single deciduous light, always amused me. When you want to feel nothing and understand everything, to stay sane and human, it is conjugal to being burnt into the sun but not melting. Dreary yet tranquil. Deep down you do feel trapped sometimes. You wish for something new and exciting which will throb your heartbeats, and lead you to a more cynical memorabilia. You drain your sanity to ensure your roots in this cynical society. 


Humans are prone to be ultimately self-destructive. It is in our nature. We are susceptible to being ignorant and credulous. It was never the ideal way and also, we found it to be unrealistic to fathom.

Irrespective of the constant paradigm of the consequences resulting from consequences, which we have paved a way for, somehow end up burning in these flares again and again like there is no end to this domino effect. We just keep falling over and over again until we have no strength or will to go on any further. It is synonymous to the good Samaritan and the scorpion story. But what do we really desire? Is the constant pain that resides in the acts we do, consequences that we build for ourselves or the self-inflicting high that we get from all those actions? We will never know until we find the answer to why we are burning into the sun.